The Construct of the Soul

The Construct of the soul


The soul is an expression. That is the first thing you should understand. It has many layers, but if you can understand that “you the soul” is an expression of something. The purpose of the soul is to express with joy, dance and in any other ways.
Everything that has “form and expression” is a soul. This may come as a shock or surprise to you, but once you understand the bigger picture you will see, how it all fits together like a beautiful puzzle. Microcosmic forms, minerals, vegetables, animals, humans and elementals, are all expressions of the One thing and are soul expressions.
This expression emerges from the nature of energy or consciousness. It emerges from something that is called “the light and sound fields”, magnetic and electric energies that comprise the center of our galaxy and the universe, and it is important that you understand your connection to this, as it creates a binding connection between you and your eternal nature.
The energies of light (electric) and sound (magnetic) are the basis of the formulation of all expression. These two energies, that have properties that I will describe later, are the basic energies of quanta, the smallest known particles of energy. You may be wondering, what their link is to the soul?
You might think of them as the fabric on which the soul form emerges. They are the fabric wrapped around the “universal template of physical matter”. It is something like the dressmakers “doll” that the dressmaker uses to make sure a dress fits. The material is the light and sound.
The “universal template of physical matter” is designed to give expression to light and sound, the primal sources of energy, and it is designed in this way.
The energies of light (electric) and sound (magnetic) are unable to give expression without the union of the two, into neutrality. This is how most everything works, even all the appliances and electrical devices that you own. This is the trinity of expression. Electric and magnetic fields combining to create energy.
So, I have given you some information about the “fabric” of the soul, and it is quite simple really. Electric and magnetic energies that combine to give expression to the outward expression.
Now we move on to the “universal template of physical matter”. This is quite tricky to understand, but hopefully, I may be able to describe it, so it all “fits together” in the end. It is also the template of the soul. This information has been hidden from humanity for eons. There is a long history to this. It was given to the Knights Templar to protect, but they got hijacked, and so the Freemason’s hold of this information, and have been manipulating humanity ever since. It is so secretive that if humans began to understand this, they would be freed from the grip of the “rulers of this world”.
There is a universal template on which souls evolve and matter is formed. It works in this universe and other universes as well. It is a dimensional system and based on the trinity of energy; electric, magnetic and neutrality. It is a 15 dimensional structure, and consists of 5 harmonic “bandwidths”. Every soul form, including you, has this template. It works on the macro level and the micro level, and every level in between. This is universal, and important to understand, so you may be able to know how you fit in, and how you may be able to navigate the universes.
Each harmonic bandwidth, is based on the frequencies of light and sound, within that bandwidth. The bandwidth is a little bit like your radio’s. If you are able to tune into a particular bandwidth you might miraculously find yourself hearing someone talk who is not next to you. If you move to another bandwidth there might just be static. It is tuning into the bandwidth of light and sound that your televisions are based upon.
The bandwidth is the limitation within which you experientially are able to create the fabric of your experience here. Once you have the “bigger picture” you will understand more fully.
So now you might be totally confused. How does this information relate to me, physically? Well we will get there, but of primal importance is this. Quanta, that are electric and magnetic particle forms, are wave forms when not observed, but are particle form when observed. In other words, your conscious observation converts the wave forms into particle forms. I hope you get this. It is the most important key to open the door to your soul.

I should perhaps interject my comments about the soul, so you may get some understanding of what I am trying to tell you (20/7/2014). At this moment in time we have two brutal conflicts going on, on this planet; one in Israel / Palestine and the other in the Ukraine. People (physical forms) are dying, but souls are not dying. This is a holographic insert to get you to obey the masters. If you are attached to the physical form and have no understanding of the soul form, they have got you. Those people that have died have souls, and their soul will continue, because the soul is inviolate and indestructible. It is just the movie that your soul is observing, but if you are not aware that you are the observer of the event, it will entrap you and will continue to imprison your soul. That is why you should know the nature of the soul, the fabric of who you are.

Light and sound traverses the universe and enter the universal template of matter in the foetal state in your mother’s womb. This is when the individuated consciousness becomes aware of itself. This creates the body of expression of the soul, the emotions of expression of the soul and the mind of expression of the soul, creating a unified body of expression of the soul. In other words, the physical body becomes the carrier of the electric and magnetic waves, and gives expression through a unified body of existence. These two energies, electric and magnetic waves, are the expression of emotion and mind respectively. On this planet, the DNA has been engineered so that magnetic (emotional energy) is more dominant in the female, and electric (mind energy) more dominant in the male. These three form the gestalt (an organized whole that is perceived as more than the sum of its parts) of soul.
The soul body has 15 chakra’s. 7 on body chakra’s and 8 off body chakra’s. Many people are aware of the 7 on body chakra’s, but are not aware of the 8 off body chakra’s. I will deal with where they are on, and around, the body at a later time. The purpose of the chakra’s is to carry magnetic, electric and neutral energy around the soul body, and to keep it unified in form.

The power of these soul energy fields is all around us, but should be treated with reverend respect, because they emerge from the unified field of energy. We are not the source of these energies that are called “prana” and “chi” in the east, we are simply the carriers of these energies that are also called, “life force”. They flow and flux all around us, entering and exiting, the many energy points, all over the body, and are carried through our bodies, in meridian lines. Acupuncture uses these meridians to bring healing (balance) to our bodies. If we would study them we could keep ourselves well, and also heal our bodies when we are unwell.

The power of emotions, of mind and actions and speech has been lost here. Humans are observing a reality that has been “projected” into their reality field that I will describe to you later. If you lose your awareness of your soul, your reality is projected via holographic insertions, whereas the soul should be the projector of your reality. All the crime, wars and horrors here are projected into your soul consciousness to ensure that you are a slave to the system here. Most have even forgotten that they are “soul beings”. It is time for humanity to collectively wake up, realize who and what they are, and take back their power. When you “die” you will be shown a portal of white light, where other beings known to you will be standing, smiling at you. Walk, or preferably run, away in the opposite direction, because that is how your soul is being re-cycled here. Humans have a great opportunity to change this planet from a prison planet to a free planet. There are no saviors out there. You are it, and you can use the attributes of your soul to do that, so if you are paying attention, I will tell you more. The technology the annunaki are using is Blank Slate Technology (BeaST). They are overriding your soul construct and energy, with their own version of it. Please realize this and take responsibility for your emotions, thoughts and actions. Know thyself, and the amazing power that is within you.
Did you know that in a 24 hour period, the human body generates the equivalent electrical energy to provide the electricity for a city the size of New York. These ET entities are harvesting our energy for their own purposes and we are giving it to them for free, by our ignorance.
I urge you to think and emote about this information, and to decide whether you wish to be your soul being, or whether you wish your soul being to be misrepresented by the external reality that is being “presented” to you. It is time to take back your power, and control. You are part and parcel of a greater universe, and I hope you will participate.
Instead of being prime creators of our reality, we are observing it, and therefore bringing into conscious expression that which we neither agree with, nor give assent to, but we seem to be powerless the change it. The reason is we do not know about, or understand, the power of the soul, so pay attention. “Life just happens, while you are making other plans”. Well I say, I neither give assent to, nor do I give cognizance to the reality that I am experiencing, so I will change it. We can through the power of the soul, the energies of light and sound that emerge from the field of unified consciousness, that are connected to the very source of our consciousness.
Let me give you an example here, and hopefully this may create a bridge of understanding. If you go to your TV and flick a button or press a remote control switch, so that you begin to see a picture on your TV screens, and if it is not the picture, or channel you want to watch, you move to a different channel. It may be set to the channel you want to watch so you watch it. That is the nature of observation, but do you know and understand what you are doing? It is an unconscious response to the impulses within you to try to connect to some reality that can give you identity. The lack of human soul identity is what you are all suffering from. That is why you seek it from something external to you, whereas, it is contained within you, if you face it.

What is the mind, emotions and expression of the soul

It took me a while to see and understand this, so I hope you do too.
Many I have talked to about this immediately, associate mind with the human mind, and emotions with human emotions. This is not so. Mind and emotions of the soul are expression of one thing, irrespective of what you call it. Maybe god, source, divine intelligence, the prime creator, etc. For the purposes of this post I will call it, god.
To understand this you should understand that everything in manifest expression is a soul, and has a soul construct based on the universal template of manifestation. Souls also evolve, from the microcosm to the macrocosm, and then back again. Minerals, vegetables, animals, birds and humans all have a soul template. The earth is a soul being, as are all planets. The sun is a soul being, as are all the stars. The galaxy is a soul being, as is the universe. The entire universe is replicated in our physiology, through the fractal nature of the universe. The microcosm mirrors the macrocosm and vice versa, but I digress.
So what is the mind of the soul? Simplistically, it is the mind of god, and you see it all around in nature, the solar system, the galaxy, the universe and the multi verses. Nature provides a good example of this, as it has its own eco system. It continually expresses the creative mind of god. In nature, you have birth, replenishment and death; a cycle of the divine continually expressing the mind of god. Be mindful of this and be of one mind with the mind of god. See it, feel it, touch it, taste it and hear it, and then know it, and express it. You do not have to go to any special place, or event or have any special abilities, you just have to be continually aware of it. That which is made by man is the mind of man. That, which is created by god, is the mind of god.
What are the emotions of the soul? Again, it is all around you. When the sun rises and it beams its warmth on you, you may have a feeling of well-being. When the rain falls after a period of drought you may feel relieved, or grateful. When you smell a rose in your garden, you may feel joy. As much as you feel these things in nature, so does nature feel these things. The birds awaken in the morning to the sun, and express their well-being with happy chirping. When the rain falls on the soil and plants, they express their relief and gratitude, by growing again, flowering and providing their fruit for other beings. When a bee smells the rose and collects its pollen, it expresses its joy by providing honey for its hive. All around we have these expressions of emotion that we can learn from.
The mind of god, and the emotions of god are all around us. It is the way of creativity and mutuality, and this is how it is expressed. In order for the soul to evolve, and grow, it must learn to express itself in unison with all other soul beings. It must achieve mastery over the physical external expression.
If one observes the mind of man, one can only conclude that this mind is distorted and in many cases, quite insane. The same may go for human emotions that are either so entrenched in the ego, or buried under the concerns for survival. There are also many humans who have entered and recognize, the pathway of the soul. Again see it, feel it, touch it, taste it and hear it, and then know it, and express it.
Man was not created for separation. Separation is something that is controlled here by the archons, the various ET groups. They voluntarily stopped their evolution, and although they have advanced intellects, they are emotional dwarfs. Their soul templates have been shattered. They are immortal beings, most humans are eternal beings. I say most, because there are some who have sold their souls to the archons. The sad thing for me as the archons could continue on their evolutionary path if they agreed, but they choose not to, so they will destroy this planet and all the soul beings on it.
Aiazmir, told me a long time ago, that they only way out of this prison planet was through a process of soul integration, and re-unification of the soul beings who choose it, to become one with the mind and emotions of god.
I have explained this in very simply terms, and must add that there is a lot more to understanding this, but if you can grasp the import of what I am telling you, you will understand the rest. The energetics of this are precise, but I have used terms that you may be familiar with so that you might begin to understand it.
In a sense, there is just One soul, but with many individuated expressions, that create the marvelous diversity we are able to see, feel, touch, taste, and hear, and then know it.
From my soul to yours, I love you.

The Non-polarized Soul

I have something very important to tell you, that unless you can grasp this concept, you will probably not understand your soul nature and who you really are. I found it very difficult to grasp too, so I don’t expect an immediate grasping by any of you, and it may take many years of thinking, emoting and acting to “get it”.
The soul is a non polarized and undifferentiated state of thought and emotion, a non attached state of clear observation, and in that state, it is able to interact with the non polarized and undifferentiated universal wave fields, that is what most of the universe consists of.
Perhaps I should explain what non polarized and undifferentiated states mean, and the context of this.
Firstly you should understand that you have a manifest, physical body and it operates, in a manifest, physical world, and I am sure that you are quite aware of this. Secondly, you should understand that you are also a soul body, and the soul body emerges from the universal light and sound fields. Both the physical body and the soul body are constructs, or energy expressions of the other, that emerges from the laws of the universe.
In our current physical reality we experience a polarized and differentiated reality. We have opposing views and see this polarity as differences (and sometimes opposition), so we emphasize these differences. It is us choosing to see reality in this way.
In the current manifest, physical reality that we experience, this leads to a lot of polarity and differences, and these polarities and differences, are being manipulated to create polarity and differences, so as to further the agenda of beings who feed off of our energies; the immortal beings, who have rebelled against the laws of the universe, and need to feed off of other energy beings, like you and me, but also off the minerals, vegetables and animals here. They don’t want you to find out about this ancient knowledge.
They keep most ignorant of the nature of who we are, and the nature and construct of the soul, so that it plays no part in our conscious choices. How much have you ever learnt about the nature and construct of your soul in school? Probably nothing. That is ignorance. This information is being deliberately being withheld from you, so you are ignorant of its existence. Yet many of our great scientists allude to this (David Bohm, a protégé of Einstein said, “We live in a god soup”), but they also have to make a living, so they produce technologies that can be commercialised, and make a “living” off the “dying”, and they don’t explicitly, say that human consciousness is far greater than humankind can perceive.
This information will probably have you feeling uncomfortable, or perhaps “frothing at the mouth”. I don’t know.
So why is a non polarized and undifferentiated state of soul important? Well, you should understand that you are firstly a soul body. Your conscious expression, first emerged as a soul. The soul body emerges from the universal light and sound fields, in order to give expression of the universal sound and light fields, the laws of the universe, which is that all are emerge from the One, but with individuated expression, of the life force, the soul, that emerges from the One Soul.
Before you are born, and as a foetus, the life force of soul enters the body, and gives life to it. This is true of all living manifest beings, including microorganisms, mineral, vegetable, animals, humans, the earth, the planets, the stars and the galaxies and universes. You are firstly a soul being connected to all that is in the cosmos. I will tell you more later if you are interested.
What does polarization do from an energetic point of view? When polarization occurs, it creates ranges of expression, of the opposite energies, of light and sound, magnetic and electric, female and male, energies, and this reality field, and this creates the diversity of expression among humans.
What humans have been prevented from understanding is that they are soul beings, and that they are connected to all the other soul expressions that they experience daily.
So, one the one hand you have humans experiencing a manifest, physical reality, but who are disconnected from their souls, whereas the universe is a construct that all living forms are souls having a manifest, physical experience. Do you see the difference?
Humans are being denied their experience of their soul, in exchange for a manufactured, “made for you” and artificial reality, separated from the universal law of One.

Soft Focus

There are many ways to connect to soul, but the best is to soft focus your senses, go within and observe in a detached way. Do not assign value, judgement or lables to the experience, of what you might “see” in your minds eye, sit patiently and wait to the mind and emotions to calm down, and listen to the sound tones within you, and within your head. This will, with practice, create awareness within, that you are not alone. Do this often and you will begin to feel the resonances of the soul mind and emotions. Sometimes, I am not aware that when in this state that I am receiving information, and it is only afterwards when I am engaging with the hologram, that this information pours out of my head. I will explain the mechanics of this later.

Ask the questions that activate the answer already in you

When aiazmir first came into my conscious awareness, I asked many questions. When he didn’t answer a question, I knew I would have to either re-phrase the question, or to think about it more carefully, and then ask again, because, he would say things like, “You already know the answer, so why are you asking me this question?”, or, “If you really want to know the answer, you will have to re-phrase your question because the question you asked bears no resemblance to the answer you are seeking, so ask an accurate question that seeks the answer you really seek, and I will give you the accurate answer.” He knew me so well.
So one day, in my early days of awakening, I asked him, “How did you get here, if you came from SiriusB?” As was often the case he guffawed and laughed and said, “I came in my Merc?”, then flew off in a gale of laughter. I later came to understand that he was not laughing at me, but he was laughing at himself, because he was seeing himself, as me. He once explained to me, that the reconciliation of duality, came through laughing at oneself, and to not take oneself too seriously.
Anyway, over time I repeated my question, about how he got here, and he repeated his answer, that he used his Merc. I knew he was joking, and just left it there, then one day, he said to me, “Today I am going to tell you about how I got here. I feel you are ready to receive this information, so I will tell you.”
Then he told me his “Merc” was a merkabah. It is very detailed so I will just give you introduction into it, and I feel you should know about it, as it is a very important component of the construct of the soul. It is not going to resonate with all of you, but I feel that many of you will be able to understand, and resonate with this information, but some may not, but I think all will give it some thought, whether to ridicule, or to marvel. Aiazmir was a master of holographics and often showed me, a holographic ball so I could “see” the dynamics in “real” time. I am afraid I don’t have this gift so I will ask you to use your imaginations.

The image that I have posted is a representation of what I am going to tell you. Remember it is just a representation of what I am going to tell you, but I will describe the dynamics and mechanics, as well. As this moment of telling you, there is something or someone trying to choke my throat chakra, so that you do not receive this information, but I am able to deal with that. It is just my obstinate self.
So you want to know about the construct of the soul? This may surprise you and change your reality forever? Do you really want to know?
This is lost information to humanity, except a few. You may notice that the 2 pyramids, in the illustration, look similar to the star of David, the symbol of Israel. Truth has often been hidden from humanity, by displaying the plain truth “under your noses” so it is given a different meaning. There are many beings that do not want you to know this, so here it is.
When aiazmir said he used his merkabah to get here I was “all ears”. I wanted to know about the merkabah, but he first told me many stories, and tested my patience, so I am going to test yours as well, because the full knowledge of this is not easily understood, but I will try to be as non technical as I can.
I will tell you what the merkabah is, what it does, and what its function is, and how you can re-set your merkabah to function the way it was intended, but at the same time I am quivering inside so as not to give you false information, or information you may not understand.
In the illustration I gave of two inverted pyramids around a body, that is the first thing you should know, but you should know the dynamics and mechanics as well. The two inverted pyramids are meant to counter rotate around the life form, and in the instance of human forms, around the body. In the illustration, which is a 2D representation, it is quite close to the body. This is not so in reality. The merkabah is a dynamic, self-adjusting construct and can extend from 60 meters around the body to many kilometers around the body, depending on the consciousness of the pilot, and the purpose and intent of the situation. It is adjusted to the circumstance.
The purpose of counter rotation is simply to be in co-resonance with the way energy flows in the universe. Time and space are not straight-lined, they are both themselves vortices within the holographic spectrum. By counter rotating, as they spin, they are able to draw and project energy, upward, downwards, and in all directions, but the main purpose is to draw and project energy.
Now we come to the hub, as far as human energy works. Once aiazmir explained the merkabah to me, I asked him why I couldn’t use this technology as well. He scratched his head, he learnt this from me (he was a great mimic), and circled around a few times, looked at me and then looked away, then pondered some more, then asked me a question, the first time he ever asked me a question. He asked me, “What would happen to you, if your merkabah was not counter rotating, but was spinning in the same direction?” I was nonplussed. I could not answer the question. I didn’t have a clue. So I slept on it.
Some days later, we confronted each other, and I complained that it was not fair to ask me such a question, as I didn’t have an answer, as I had no understanding at the time of what this meant, so he told me he could not tell me until I understood, but didn’t explain what it was that I did not understand.
So we had a kind of “stand off” for a many days while I researched and tried to understand the nature of vortex energy, and what counter rotation meant, but eventually “the penny” dropped, and I told him that if two vortices, like tornadoes, were in same spin, but would be inverted on each other, they would “cancel” out each other’s’ vortices, and they would lose their energy. His head dropped at angle as if to say, “You are pretty smart to have figured that out.” I felt pretty proud of myself. Then he asked me, “What if they were spinning in counter rotation, but at a speed that was not sustainable to the universal energies around them?” This was my turn to laugh, and say, “You can’t be serious to ask me such a stupid question. They would be unsustainable.” I felt pretty good to have come up with an answer so quickly.
Then he asked me the question, “Do you want to know?” in a way that I knew he was going to answer my question, and that I would answer his. At this point, I guess, my relationship with aiazmir began to grow rapidly. This was about 10 years ago. Why I am telling you this is, so you might begin to perhaps understand your relationship with your higher selves, and the nature of taking responsibility for who you are.
Aiazmir explained that the counter-rotating rotating vortices, were the way the universe transfers energy, information, sets up balance, stays in balance, and becomes the “theatre” in which manifest, conscious beings express and experience themselves. (more about this later).

Aiazmir, one day, told me that I had a same spin merkabah. At the time, I was horrified because I knew what that meant, and could not accept it. There was nothing wrong with my ability to see and experience my reality, and to interact cogently with beings around me. I had many questions which he answered, but I went through a great period of denial. I could not accept that the reality I was experiencing would amount to nothing, in his understanding. Again we had a “stand off” but this time for many months. He would not be present and I would not be present in this time. I was a stubborn person, and in denial, and I guess, he just observed me going through my own denial and awaiting my transformation.
A same spin merkabah results in an unresolved and unreconciled state of duality. I found this difficult to accept, because my external worldly experience was just great, “no interjections required,” but somehow, I was wounded by the arrow of truth, so I relented, so I pitched up one day, and on my bed standing defiantly, I asked, “So tell me great one (sarcastically), what will happen if my merkabah, counter rotates?”
After a while, a still small voice of aiazmir said, “Then you will be able to draw and project energy, but you have much to learn.”
As usual, at the time, I was exasperated by the interjection into my experience, but decided to take up this challenge, so I asked, “How do I change the “same spin” into a counter rotating spin?” I had a long period of silence.
Then, one day, in the shower (he often talked to me in a shower or a bath because I would not be distracted), aiazmir said, “Imagine the water from your shower spinning around you, and another showerhead below you spinning in the opposite direction.” I said, “Yeah. That would be a great feeling,” and he said, “Well, it is time to have that experience.”
As I was toweling myself down, I intuitively began to spin my body, and aiazmir’s laugh came through. “OK,” he said, “I will tell you.”
“The merkabah spins at a ratio of 1:3. 33 1/3 at the top, and 11 2/3 at the bottom. For the male gender on your planet, the top spin is clockwise around your body, for the females it is counter clockwise. These are spins per “billionths of a nanosecond”.
So I asked aiazmir, “How do I get my merkabahs spinning in this way? How do I help this process? I have no idea what you are talking about really. I am just an ordinary man, having an extraordinary experience, so what do I do?”
He said, “Firstly, you should be aware, and I have given you that awareness. Secondly, you should know that everything in your hologram will change once you enter into this “arena”. Thirdly, once you choose this, there is no “turning back” as this will be detrimental to your evolutionary experience, so be circumspect in choice. Fourthly, the reality you are currently experiencing is not in accordance with the laws of One, the laws of the universe, so you should learn of the law of One. Fifthly, you have to be equipped. You cannot enter the arena unknowingly and without full knowledge of how it works. And lastly, you should understand that you are an expression of all that is. All soul beings are interconnected, and you are just one of them. Can you accept that?”

So I agreed to enter this transition. I had to look at all the questions, and answer them myself, but having done so, and I hope you have done so too, or you will have no idea what I am talking about, so, this is how the merkabah works.
The top spin of the merkabah is different for males and females and those in between. It is matter of choice. It is not the manifest being that chooses, but the soul being, and this is important from an energetic perspective. It is a choice that I can’t describe here.
For the magnetic, female energy, the merkabah’s top spin is counter clockwise, and I will explain later. For the male, the top spin is clockwise. For the bottom part of the merkabah it is counter rotational, it spins, or is meant to spin, in the opposite direction (at a ratio of 3:1).
Flowing though the centre of the merkabah, there is a rotating vortex, that draws energy from the ether (the sun – above) and mother earth (below). This he called, the central vertical energy, and it has a particular function. It magnetically sets up the direction of rotational spin, and the spin speed of all matter in the physiological body.
This is the almost the same technology that is used in flying saucers; counter rotating discs that neutralize gravity, and a spinning central core that produces and feeds electromagnetic fields.

I was taught that the direction and speed of the merkabah’s can be adjusted through visualization, intention, and spinning my body. So I practiced this, and as I was intending a clockwise rotation of the top merkabah, I would spin my body in a clockwise direction (left hand towards right hand), and imagine my merkabah spinning at 33 1/3 rotations per billionth of a nano second. Then I would do the bottom merkabah, spinning it (and my body) in a counter-clockwise spin, and imagine my merkabah spinning at 11 2/3 rotations per billionth of a nano second. I would also chant whatever I was sensing in my energy fields. As I said you have to use your imagination, and that your neighbors aren’t watching as they will think you’ve gone bonkers.
Anyway, I had no idea what progress I was making, then one morning, about 3 weeks later, on my way to work I felt a buzzing noise in my head, and it sounded like a giant motor beginning to start; slowly at first, then the pitch started to grow faster and then went silent, and I felt a little dizzy, so I squatted for minute so as not to fall over. When I stood up, everything seemed different, but it all looked the same, sort of, but I knew straight away, that I was different. I had a great sense of peace around me, and sense of goodness and love permeating my energy fields.
After that experience my spiritual and scientific knowledge just escalated exponentially. I told some close and trusted friends about what was happening to me and they laughed and teased me, so I just kept it to myself. They knew me at that time as a “sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll” kinda guy. So it did seem rather incredulous then.
Aiazmir said that what I had experienced was the activation of my merkabah fields. That was the good news then he told me the bad news.

While it was a wonderful feeling knowing that my merkabah was spinning in the right direction and at the right speed, aiazmir explained that the earth’s magnetic fields are wobbling, because the earths rotational spin, and its magnetic spin are out of alignment. This would mean that I would not have the full abilities of the merkabah, but would still be able to draw the central vertical energies from above and below. He encouraged me to keep practicing, as this would drive the energy generating capacity of my energy fields. He explained that the action of the two counter rotating “pyramids” created a torus effect between the plateaus of the upper and lower “pyramids”.

The effect of the counter rotating “pyramids”, and at different speeds gives the auric field, an egg shape, with many layers of counter rotating spirals within them, that I will tell you about later. When I said in earlier posts there is much to learn about the soul. It is not an amorphic thing but a dynamic energy generator, that gives the soul body great abilities, that I am still learning about, especially self-healing abilities, not only my physiology, but also miasms in my energy fields.

So there you have it; the basics, and I hope to tell you more later. I hope I haven’t bored you to tears.

The Holographic Universe

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I would like to give my commentary on the “The Holographic Universe” video’s that I posted. My purpose was, as was, I suppose, the purpose of the maker of those video’s, to make you aware of the mechanics and nature of the reality we are experiencing, and how it works.
However, at one stage of video #3, a channeller was introduced that took everybody on a rollercoaster ride, about the Higher Self being the conceiver, and us being the receiver, and perceiver of our reality, and that we should not to try to do the “job of the conceiver”. At that stage, I jumped off the bus. What he was saying was sit back in your comfortable seat, or not so comfortable, seat, and enjoy the ride, because the Higher Self will take you to your destination. Whoa.
I have spoken about holographic inserts before, and aiazmir was able to do them in little “balls of reality” that I could watch, when he was trying to make a point without using language. The “fields on the other side that they want you to watch” is nothing other than a holographic insert.
The “fields” on the “other side” work in a particular way, and that is what I have been trying to tell you. What we have on this side of the reality, is force fed reality that is designed to disconnect us from the other side, the unified fields.
You will notice that a lot of emphasis is placed on the “seeing” part of our sensory capacity. Science wants to “see”, whereas intuits, can see beyond. We do not just have 5 senses, we have 6 (well, actually 12, but more about that later), but emphasis is placed in “seeing” reality, as if your senses of feeling, hearing, tasting, touching, feeling and intuition (yes, that is our sixth sense) have no role to play. We are synesthetic beings, not just an “all-seeing eye”.
What I have been trying to tell you about is the “other side of the field” and how it works, and how you can take back your sovereign expression of the “I am” that you are. It involves getting back into the driver’s seat and navigating your consciousness, your “bus”, back home, where we belong.
I am glad that I had the support of these video’s, because they amply describe the mechanics of reality here and our position in it, but I hope you will get back into the driver’s seat and drive your own bus (merkabah), away from the “fed to you” reality we have been experiencing here.
I was offered a way back home, but I decided to stay here, because I knew that leaving planet earth, I would leave too many bits of my conscious here, that I would spend many millennia trying to retrieve.
Rest assured, that the “other side” of the reality field is very aware of what is happening here, and that they are assisting in many ways, particularly, in breaking the “frequency fence” that was created by the annunaki.
Once we understand the technology that has been used, we can resist it. Resist the devil and they will flee from you.
So whom do we prosecute for the lies that have been perpetrated here? Only those who have knowingly “benefitted” from these lies, and the only ones who have benefited, in reality, are the ones who have been feeding off of our energy for eons. So will Ra, and your consort, please step up to the dock?
We the people charge you, Ra and your consorts, with war crimes because you have knowingly, and with malice, undermined, destroyed, and created wars and destruction on humanity, human beings, and have prevented humans from enjoying the freedoms that they should enjoy. You have mass murdered humans. You have created untold damage to the human psyche, but, besides the fact that you are mass murderers.
How do you plead?
Just imagine. Who is answerable to who?

Disengaging from the Evil System

Our consciousness, that is, our conscious beingness, is meant to be an interaction between our conscious beingness, and the universe, and this is the construct that I have been describing.
Quantum physicists have shown us that our decisions and consciousness, is affected a full 7 seconds before we actually make the decision, or are aware of the decision, and that our actions and decisions are anomalously changed before we actually reach the event. In other words, we are influenced, by some other interloper that enforces, and chooses, the choices we make, in order to make us compliant with what is driving their own agenda. Do you understand this? There is a control system here, and it is driven by our “buy in” to the external reality we experience, and accept as our reality.
That is the holographic insert. Our sovereignty is compromised by the “buy in” to the external reality that is “fed to us”.
How does one disengage from this system of control?
The first thing you should know and understand is the technology that is being used and how to subvert it.
It kind of works, like this.
In the hologram everything seems to be real, but it isn’t. It is just a hologram, a 3 dimensional representation reality system that represents the energies of the conscious observer. The conscious observer is real, but the experience is meant to be self-determined. Instead, what happens here is that is that the interlopers have created a system, where humans are “fed” a reality wherein they perceive that they are exercising “free will”, but they are not.
Instead, they are being “fed” frequencies and energies, and movies that limit choice. This is done through advanced technology called a “frequency fence”. The natural flow of energy is “blocked” or “jammed”, and so they have limited choice, the choices being “survival or death”, neither of which are choices that are “real” in the universe but humans perceive it to be real because that is the way they have been conditioned. They have “forgotten”, or don’t want to know, that they are eternal souls.
Humans are heavily invested into this “made for you external reality” and this keeps them “locked in”, or “blocked from”, experiencing themselves as universal beings.
Aiazmir was not too perturbed by this, as it is ongoing, and was quite light-hearted. He said, “We are not winning the battle, but we are winning the war. Many are fighting the battle individually, and they will win their own individual battles. Trust them. That will win the war.”
I am not sure what this means, so I will revert to his higher perceptions.
I would just encourage you to disengage dispassionately from your “fed” reality and know that it was “not meant” to be this way.
I will keep you posted.

Taking Back our Sovereignty

The Secret? Take back your sovereignty, and be yourself, your true inner self. Disengage and surrender any identity with the external self, and begin to express that which is truly you, the self who has been born within. See your external world as your sacred, sovereign space and experience. Reject the holographic inserts that the world media provide for you. Reject all notions of separation. Make it a daily practice to engage with your sovereign, inner self, and re-affirm your responsibility and reality of that inner self and space. Feel the love within you and around you in your auric fields. Feel the joy of inner knowing of your independence from the “soul re-cycling” system here, and declare your independence from it. When you know that inner reality and inner self, with assurance and confidence; go express it to the universe, in ways that are uniquely you. Expression of the inner self, independent of external identity, is allowed, for that is the very nature of sovereignty.
I know how this energy works, for better or worse. In an energetic sense, sovereignty is about the unique, unadulterated self. Humans are so busy trying to accrue wealth or money, when they don’t know that THEY are the very thing that gives VALUE to expression. I hope you are getting this.
The energetics work in this way and please pay attention.
The universe is an expression of the One thing. It is the combination of the electric and magnetic forces, that combine to give expression to the One thing. So you have 3 things in operation here; electric, magnetic and expression. The electric, the magnetic and expression.
The universe is a dynamic place. It never stands still. It flows like a river flows. It just goes. An endless stream of inter-acting forces of electric and magnetic energy. As one reduces this, it is an expression of male and female forces, and when reduced further it is the reality that you are experiencing.
So how come you are having this nightmare of existence? If you reduce the word nightmare, you might get 2 words; night and mare. That is exactly what it is. A night is a dark blind experience, and the “mare” is the Trojan horse that you have led into your reality fields, by beliefs.
The dark is ignorance, the mare is assuming that the horse (mare) is benign. They are just play offs, a reversal of what you should be experiencing. It was very cleverly introduced into you reality fields, and I have good news for you and bad news for “them”.
We are no longer ignorant, and we are not going to accept your “mare”. You can take your dark horse and shove it.
We, the humans of planet earth declare our sovereignty, and declare that we no longer wish to “play” in your gardens of Edon.


What role do values play in the construct of the soul? One cannot be a masters of our soul if we don’t understand the role that values play.
Well, firstly we should understand that the universe “rewards”, by providing “more of”. It is an abundant universe that is totally responsive to our thoughts, emotions and actions, including our words, and provides “more of” what we are thinking, feeling and doing. So with our thoughts, emotions and actions, we are able to attract “more of” what we are thinking, feeling and doing. One of course, has to realize that the universe is a unified field that has no duality within it. Duality only exists in our holographic reality, so whether we are thinking good thoughts, or bad thoughts, or having good feeling or bad feelings, the universe will respond to those thoughts and emotions and will provide “more of” the thoughts and emotions that we are thinking and feeling, that will result in the way we express them, the doing and speaking. If our thoughts and feelings are interspersed by either voluntary, or involuntary negative thoughts, or emotions, the universe will respond with “more of” the same.
So this provides us with a conundrum. If we keep thinking what we think, and keep feeling what we feel, we will only experience more of the same, not so? So perhaps something has to change, but what? I guess, it is probably, our habitual thoughts and our habitual feelings, but first we have to understand where they come from? So where do they come from?
Fundamentally, because I don’t want to write a thesis here, they come from our values. So where do our values come from? Basically, they come from “outside of us”. There is something called the value chain. You are born and your society consisting of your family, family friends, friends, school, university, work place, media, books, education, religion, culture, gender behaviors, sexuality, norms and what is acceptable, are all creating our values, and we enforce those values, in our discussions, debates, beliefs, and the way we express ourselves, and those expressions are based on our thoughts and emotions, that we get from somebody else.
So mostly, what we have here are people whose thoughts and emotions are being pre-determined, by values determined by someone else, and hoping for a different outcome to this stupidity.
At this point, I wish to introduce 2 strange (to many) concepts. Firstly, Is it possible be self-deterministic?
While most on this planet already believe themselves to be self-deterministic, I would argue otherwise. We are largely a conditioned society.
Self-determinism would require a complete interrogation of our values, beliefs, our interpretation of reality, our education, our interpretation and understanding of our history, our understanding of who and what we are, a re-examination of what we have been taught and what that led to, the structures of governance on our planet, our understanding of the nature of the universe, and much, much more, but I would posit, it should start with values, after all, that is where habitual thought and emotion comes from. From this should be the starting point. Our launch pad into a future and new society is a re-examination of out values.
What is the difference between habitual thought and feelings (that create our reality), and “original” thought and feelings. I should explain the question so you understand it better. I am an energetic and see things from the way universal energy works. I see a huge, big (or small, depending on your point of observation) universe.
It is filled with light (thoughts) and sound (emotions), so we can discount “original” thoughts and emotions, but they are waves of possibility, and the mathematical probability of any thought/feeling being the same are almost negligible, so there exists “near original thought and feelings”. Each of us is manifested through these waves of possibility I have explained this before so won’t do so again).

What is the central thought of the universe?

It is, “I am”. This is the central wave of the light (thought) fields. The expression of the “I am” is endless, and is expressed very well on earth in many different ways, through humans, animals, vegetables and minerals. It is generally characterized by the color of white, which is a combination of the full color spectra. Each of us is a thought expression of the “I am” thought (electric) wave of endless possibility, and dependent on the wave frequency and amplitude, the form of expression is changed.
The central emotion of the universe is “love”. From this central wave form, there are many sub-harmonics of this expression. The sub-harmonics go from love to compassion, to joy, to peace, to patience, to kindness, to a whole range of expressions, all the way to fear, of the central energy of love, but when you combine them together, they mean, “I am love”.
The “I am” does not exist outside of us. It is our very expression of the one thought of “I am” with many expressions. It should make a “home” in our conscious expression, and it can never be separated from itself. Therefore the whole notion of being an individual, on which ego is based, is ludicrous. It simply goes against the laws of the universe. There is, however, individuated expression of the 2 central energies of the universal energies, “I am love”, but our values do not reflect that.
I wish to rather focus on our values, and how, if we are able to hold onto the 2 core central light and sound energies of the universe, of light (I am) and sound (love). And how they are meant to be manifest together as one reality field, and how we can determine our own reality here, and how that will change our values that will change our thoughts and emotions, and give us the ability to unite our thoughts and emotions into a more coherent and cogent reality of pre-determinism that is in synchronization with the universe (and if you are able to understand what I just said, then you are smarter than Khubla Khan).
So to summarize, we are habitually expressing light and sound (the 2 primal expressions of the universe) in a way that does not serve us, so how do we get out of this mess?
For me it is simple, because I have been there, done that and seen how it works. It is all about your values. Values that are expressed by the 2 key energy forces of the universe, “I am / love”, and that is not the way values are expressed here at the moment, so perhaps we should hold a conference? Naw! There is an easier way. You just make that decision for yourself, if you are smart enough, or are brave enough. I am just giving you the energetics of how it works.

How to be a Responder instead of being a Reactor

I would like you speak about something that goes hand-in-hand with values, and they are inseparable, so they should be seen in the same context, but due to our limitations of language and logic, we tend to not to see them as being “opposite sides of the same coin”.
I posted yesterday about values, and how the value of love, is the central core energy of the universe, and how it has great power to unite the energies of thought and emotion.
Today I would like to tell you about its correspondent energy, an energy that has been misinterpreted and misunderstood here for eons.
As I write this, I am quivering inside, because it is not something that is easy to explain, because it is REALLY, misunderstood here, and can so easily be misconstrued. It has been tortured and misrepresented to such an extent, that its meaning and power has almost been lost here, because it has been used here to coerce and evoke feelings of guilt, and upholding false doctrines and dogma’s, and cause humans to turn on each other, and even kill each other. It has great power in its energetic form.
I am even afraid to even use the word, because of how it has been distorted in our psyche, but here it is; responsibility.
I may have lost you right there but I wish that you would stay with me so you might understand. Responsibility is your “ability to respond”.
What I have found on this planet is that beings here are quick to “react”. We live in a reactionary society, and the reaction comes from an opposite polarity, and out duality. This is a largely fear-based “reaction” that is indoctrinated into us here. “You slap me and I slap you”, whereas responsibility will look at the wider implications of the “slap”.
That is where the power of the response comes in. You see, it is not the “slap” that has any power; it is the ability to respond appropriately that has even greater power. The universe is not a “slapping” experience, so where does it come from? The universe does not “slap”. That is a construct that has been foisted on humanity to make them believe that it is so.
Now this part is not easy to explain. In our free will universe, there are beings that have lost their ability to respond appropriately, so they have created the opposite to the power of response, and that is their power over you; to react, instead of respond.
I see this “power of reaction” working its way through our societies daily, and it deeply grieves me, because I see and understand the energetics at work.
You see, response and reaction are so closely aligned that one can almost not see the difference; because the usual understanding here is I react responsibly to protect myself. In other words the response/ reaction comes from fear.
The power of response does not work that way, and it is important to see the difference.
How can you maintain your centrality of the power of love within you? By becoming a “responsionary” instead of a reactionary, that is what you should understand.
On this planet the power of reaction has prevailed. You do this, and I do that, and it is reaction instead of response.

How do values and responsibility work together?

If I told you the way I see it energetically, you would probably not understand, but I will describe it you anyway, for those who might understand. I should perhaps describe it in the 3D first, then give you the energetics afterwards. This is very difficult for me to explain, but it is important that you “get it”.
If you are confronted by a difficult situation, like you are being fired, or a large truck is about to hit your car, or you are falling off a cliff, you will respond. If you are confronted by a child who disagrees with you, or someone tells you that your kid is stupid, or a car suddenly changes lanes in front of you, you will react. That is the fundamental difference to the situation here.
Believe me it goes very deep into the human psyche.
Perhaps humans may be more temperate if they understood how values and responsibility work together in harmony. What I am about to describe purposefully excludes the notion of reaction so you may understand the energetics better.
Imagine if you had an accident in your car at an intersection, and you and the other driver got out and looked at the damage and you both said, “I am responsible, so no harm” Even though one or the other was to “blame”, each was responsible.
That is what I am telling you, and what you have to grasp, to understand the nature of responsibility. No one is to “blame”.
Instead, on this planet you have reaction and blame. Energetically, it creates a vortex that enfolds on itself, with no escape. It is a never-ending repetion of the same scenario.
In my view, it is the most important thing that humans should understand. They are reacting to something that doesn’t exist, but they won’t take responsibility (they won’t respond to) what does exist
I will try to make it more comprehensible as we go along.
In the end how do we, (given what I have told to you), respond to this experience of duality here. That is the real question, because it may determine the way our soul being experiences the next step of soul evolution (and I will tell you about that too).

Summary of the Construct of the Soul

I would like to summarize where we have been, and where we are going to with understanding the soul construct, and I am so, so excited that many of you are beginning to “get this”.
Firstly, I tried to make you aware that you are not just “flesh and blood” beings, but that we have an awareness that goes beyond that, and I wish that most of the people on this planet would be aware of that. Everything is a construct that they don’t teach us about at school, or university, or anywhere else.
Then we ventured into the science of how we have a holographic experience of reality. We learnt how we are both particle and frequency form at the same time. When we observe we are particle form, but when we don’t observe we are just wave forms.
Then we ventured into the most basic understanding of our “theatre” of the information reality here, and the construct thereof, called the merkabah, and how to activate it, andrgy sun. what it is. It is the most basic and elementary form, of every manifest, living thing. Everything you observe has a merkabah, a theater of reality. That is part of the construct of the reality system here. The mechanics go deeper than this, but I wished to give you an outline of how it works, but if you can grasp the basics everything will fall together seamlessly.
In the basics of merkabah mechanics, I explained, how we have a central vertical energy that connects to the “god worlds” and the center of the earth, the central energy sun. Intuitively, most of you know this.
Then we ventured into values and responsibility, the central energy, or core central energy, around which is the torus, which both draws and reticulates energy. That is the stage we are at.
I hope you begin to see an image in your mind of how this works.
Where we are going is soul identity, soul evolution and soul expression. I hope you “stay the course”, but, we will take it one step at a time. I am sensitive to harming the divine templates of others. I know that most of you know this stuff, but be aware that if we have an awakening, it should be a mass awakening, and not everyone awakens as you did. It is a slow but worth while processes.
I love you all. Be awake, aware and able.

Given the information I have given you about the construct of the soul, and believe me this is just a beginning of the journey of the soul, and you might be wondering, why is this relevant?
I could go into the history of all of this, and most of you know this. But events are happening more rapidly now. I have told you before that time and space are spiraling energy forms. At the epicenter of the vortex, time accelerates, and we have been experiencing this. All our biological clocks are connected to this.
What is happening now is a resetting of the Cosmic Clock (it re-set on 21 December 2012). That was a time space continuum that is part of the natural order, and the flow of energy. Time and space begin to spiral in the opposite direction
During this “time”, as aizamir, showed me, a great event occurs. It is the “passing of the ages”, a cosmic re-set, and he showed me how it works. He also showed me that there is a “window of opportunity” that is opened at this point in our planetary history, because, energetically, there is the re-set, where everything goes back to zero-point, a point of “no time and no space”.
He also told me, and one of the few times he was quite explicit, that he had come at this time to “draw” back the curtain” and unveil the truth to me, to enable my ascension to a higher dimension, because this planet was destined for a “fall”, and he did not wish to have to retrieve “bits of his (our) energy” from a fallen state, and believe me I would have been happy at the time, to stay in the abyss.
In a sense he was part of a team of beings, who were occupied in soul retrieval, and he successfully drew me from, the mind construct here, into a new understanding of what we are, and what we are doing here.
He has recently shown me that Saturn (satan) has been defeated, and all that remains is for earth soul beings to raise their frequencies, in order not to do harm to their divine templates. If I told you all that he showed me it would blow your mind, but I just ask you to walk your own journey in full confidence, and assuredness of who you are, and you will be fine. We are free. Just hold onto your central vertical energy of who we are. All will be revealed to those who have the energy tracking capability, soon.
It depends on your level of trust, and awareness.
Why is this relevant? Well for some it may have no relevance, and that is fine. For others, it may mean, preparing and packing your bags for the most incredible journey, and I am just the guy who gives you the “road map”.

The egoic mind likes to think that the “I am” of the universe, is as the “I am” of the entrapped “sausage machine” that churns out millions of carbon copies of the experience of “I am”. All carbon copies, molded and pressed into the same mold.
When last did you have anything close to anything resembling an original thought or an original feeling? You are rushing around thinking, “How do I survive this reality?”, “or how can an original thought or feeling come out of a “sausage machine” of delivered and packaged thoughts and feelings that are given to you?”
Most are wandering around thinking, “who the hell am I, and what am I doing here, and how do I survive this shit?”
The secret to surviving this indoctrination are values. Values are a combination of “I am” and “love”.
It’s not as simplistic as this, but you have to understand values, to get out of the rut of being the same and feeling the same and “nothing ever changes for me.” Nothing ever changes for you because the change has to happen “in you” first, and this not easy either.–mars-roundtable
If you choose to listen to this, the covert activities of the reptilians (illuminati), I would like you to not be alarmed. While there has been much covert action by the reptilians (illuminati), this has been in reaction to the activities of our higher selves, who are sound and light beings, who reacted to the atomic bombings that happened in Japan, that ended WW II. I call them the beloveds.
Earth was of little interest to them from an exopolitics point of view, but when we acquired the technology to destroy this planet, they suddenly became interested.
They have watched and waited. You see earth is a fabrication of many beings all over the universe. They shared their science, technology, knowledge and DNA to create the jewel of the universe, Urtha, Earth. It was an evolving society and of little interest to the beloveds until there was the intervention of malevolent beings who wished to use humans for their own purpose. This was of concern to the beloveds, so they sent emissaries here to try to assist us, positive teachers.
However, when humans, set off a nuclear bomb here, there was a lot of interest in earth matters, all over the universe, because a nuclear reaction sets of reverberations, throughout the solar system, and indeed the universe.
Ever since there has been increasing interest in this planet, and when the beloveds saw that a system was being set up here that would lead to the destruction of the souls here, they took covert actions of their own. The beloveds are not an homogenous group, just like the fallen ones. So they have formed councils based on their particular interests here, based on their contributions to the mineral, vegetable, animal and human life here.
They combined their intelligence and saw that earth was on a collision course for self-destruction in about 200 years’ time. This was not acceptable to them so they began to take action. They have made several offers to the malevolent beings here to stop there activities here, but true to their self-destructive nature the malevolents accelerated their programs here.
As a result, in 2007, the beloveds declared war on the malevolents. Since then the malevolents have been invoking as much of their energy, us humans, as they can. They feed off humans (flesh and fear). [Thank you to those who know how to resist this energy with love] Since then there has been a war going on in this solar system, and to some extent in the universe, and the war is to hold intact, the DNA of the humans here, that are part of the beloveds that they do not want to retrieve in a “shattered” state (I will explain this in soul evolution), from those who have been feeding off humans.
Last year, in April, I posted that the earth was surrounded by starships and warships of the beloveds that are suffocating the polarity systems that have been implanted here. They don’t want to be identified as they do not wish to be known. They just wish us to go on our own evolutionary path.
In March of last year, the planets of Saturn, Jupiter and Mercury, that were broadcast stations for the malevolents here, were defeated and their broadcasts switched off. It was quite a sight. Since then the malevolents (and illuminati) have gone into panic mode, but they are still the “leaders” here in our everyday experience, and are negotiating a “peace treaty”, so it is a delicate situation, as they would like to start a nuclear war, but I have been told that the entire 7bn people here could be evacuated in 10 mins (beam me up Scotty).
So there remains our own responsibility to how we respond to this. Be patient. There are going to be some major earth changes happening here, and you cannot change any of this, it will happen, but be vigilant and aware.
Just know that it is because that humans are much beloved by their higher selves, those aspects of themselves they may not yet be aware of.

An affirmation I love the earth and its people.  Because I am love  I rejoice with the earth and its people  Because I am joy  I am at peace with the earth and its people  Because I am Peace

This is how the soul expresses itself
It is not in the doing alone but in the being that gives expression to the whole being, the god being that you are.
It embodies the values of the soul, and gives full soul expression and identity.
The ego is that which identifies itself entirely with the external world,
But without soul expression, it is incomplete.
It is our values that gives value to the Being.
It is the being that gives value to our Mother Earth.
The Divine Feminine gives completion to the Divine Masculine.
The Divine Masculine gives completion to the Divine Feminine.
It is only when the soul has resolved these two energies
That we are able to resolve them with another.
They are opposite, but complimentary energies.
One cannot resolve this in physical form only.
It must be resolved first in the soul.
It is the Divine Feminine and Masculine, magnetic and electrical energy forms,
That give expression to that which you choose to be.
Once resolved within one, it may be resolved “with out” one.
This is how our duality is resolved and reconciled.
Therefore you should allow for, and resolve and reconcile these within you, in order for you to resolve and reconcile these outside of you.

A Poem Last night while I slept, the trees and plants gave me their breath.  This morning the sun gave me its warmth.  The cloud gave me shelter and carried its sustenance effortlessly across the sky,  Blown by the wind that whispered it song of love to me.  The birds gave their songs of awakening, and the trees gave birth of new leaves.  It is the dawn of a new day. Our Mother is giving gifts to us.  Prepare your soul with these gifts, for they are the soul Of Our Mother,  For a New Earth is dawning.      Yesterday, I alluded to embodying values;  “I love the earth and its people, because I am love.  I rejoice with the earth and its people, because I am joy  I am at peace with the earth and its people, because I am Peace”

Each of our values should be explored to get to the real meaning of them.
For instance what does forgiveness mean and how do we embody it?
As usual, the word itself is a distortion of the words “fore give”.
What does “fore give” mean? It means to give forward, and what is it we give forward? We give grace forward. Grace means unwarranted favour.
Many people are trapped into “unforgiveness” because they allude to something in the past that should be forgiven, whereas, the past in reality, no longer exists. Only the experience of the present moment exists. So what beings are trying to forgive, is a memory of an experience they had, wherein they perceived some offence or other. But that no longer exists, so they use the “spell” of the word “forgive” as if it is of great purport to them, so they hold onto the memory, and pain, of that experience for dear life, as if it really matters.
Why would we want to give grace forward? Because that is the nature of god’s love, source love, or whatever you wish to call it. The universe gives us unwarranted favour forward, if we would just embody it.
So fore giveness, is a state of giving grace forward in the present moment, and being aware of the unwarranted love that we are. It is not earned, it is given forward by the universe. That is a state of soul being, and it is passed onto others.
“It only takes a spark, to get a fire going.
And soon all those around, can warm up in its glowing.
That’s how it is with god’s love, once you’ve experienced it.
You spread his love to everyone, you want to pass it on.”
I am “fore giveness”, because I am “fore given”.
You may be wondering where I am going to with all of this, and why embodying values that you aspire to are important. The next step is about attitudes, but attitudes are not held within a vacuum. They come from somewhere, and are an expression of something. Without espousing values you can try manufacturing the right attitudes, but you will fail, because there is no substance to upon which you can base those attitudes.
It all has to do with authorship. That is, like writing a book, a story, a poem or an essay. Who is the author?
In the same way, we are experiencing a reality here, of which we are not the authors. Most of what we experience here is a reality of which we are not the authors. Most of what we experience is an indoctrination, where we easily accept, the rules and regulations over which we have no authorship, and scripted by someone else, outside of ourselves. I know most of you are beginning to “get this”.
Whereas, the reality we wish to experience has to be authored, that is written, and conceived by us, the inner self, the soul body that we are.
We are energy generators, and the energy we generate, is contained within the merkabah and our values are the fuel that drives this energy (I hope you are doing something to activate your merkabah). It is a perfect energy generator. The fuel we provide for the energy within us, are our values that result in attitudes. So we are generating and using the values as a fuel to experience an outward expression of who we are. That is, taking back the authorship of the experience we wish to have.
I understand the energetics of this, and maybe you won’t “get this”, but, as I said, it goes to authorship. Values are a measurable, substantial, and real energy form (an ECG can verify this). They represent the electric and magnetic energies that “fuel” the merkabah.
The word, “authority”, is something that few understand, and in the context in which I am explaining this perhaps you will start to understand. Authorship has been twisted into “authority” here, and the authority is usually something or someone outside of you. That is why it is important to take over the authorship (authority) of your own experience here. We re-write our own story, and re-script the movie we are in by our values, not the values of others, but our own values.
We take back the authorship (authority) when we embody the fuel that drives the merkabah, our values.
After the Event, the only value you will represent are the values that you now embody. You will of course, have an opportunity, to “catch up”, in the changeover. However, your embodying your values now, will hasten the Event.
I had a strange glimpse of what the trigger for the Event is, and the energetics of how it will occur, and I am afraid if I told you now, you would probably think I am crazy, but rest assured, we are in good hands.
I would just encourage us to think about the values we are living, and about taking back the authorship of our lives, and to re-write the script.
If you have any questions, I would be happy to field them.

The Energy of Values

So how does this energy of values work? It is all about resonant forms, and frequency. You may not understand this, but I am going to tell you exactly how it works.
Firstly, I should explain that souls are not independent of each other. In the divine matrix, there is something called “soul essence”, or ingredients. It’s like when people bake a cake. They may use flour to bake their cake, but the flour they use is just a portion of a “batch” of flour, and someone else is using the same “batch” of flour to make their own cake. They are of the same “soul essence”.
We were incarnated here as a “batch” of soul essence, and contributed to the “fruit cake” that was entered into the experience of our own individuated reality. This is quite important to understand, but not essential to understand. What we should understand is that we are part of an integrated whole, and wholeness. Nothing we experience or touch, taste, smell, hear or see is not apart from us. That is the nature of soul essence. We are never alone. We are all a part of the fruit cake here. It is an integrated whole, of which we are a part.
Secondly, what we are experiencing is a resonant oscillation and vibratory state of soul essence. I guess I might have just lost a lot of you there, so I guess it needs some explanation.
Light oscillates, it is a circular energy form. Like when you throw a pebble into a pond. It resonates outward in 360 degrees in 2D, but is actually ball-like, if you really want to know. It oscillates 360 by 360 degrees. It is all around us.
Sound waves, on the other hand are, omni-directional, they go out in a linear way, but not quite. Sound waves have a resonant intelligence that our earth scientists have yet to discover. Although they are omni-directional they carry a very powerful “feed-back” system that can inform the source of sound about what they are experiencing. It kinda works like sonar for detecting submarines and radar for detecting flying objects.
So, if we are light and sound beings, how do we work as light and sound beings, and how can this possibly be of any use to us?

The Double Split Experiment

At this stage, I would like to remind you about the “double slit” experiment, where earth scientists discovered that when quanta are observed, they are particle form, and when not observed they are wave form. They used electrons to demonstrate this. In other words, the observer of the wave form, saw a particle. When it was not observed it was a wave form.
In a later experiment they used photons (light) and came up with a hologram. The interesting thing about the hologram that they came up with was that when the holographic film they were using was cut in half, each half contained the whole, so the whole re-arranged itself in each half, to again represent the whole. Just thing about that for a moment.
These two phenomena in earth science have given rise to a whole lot of technology

Moving from the Head Space to the Heart Space

Someone has asked me, “How do you move from the Head space and into the Heart space?”
The short answer is, switch off all thought, and just observe what is, without assigning labels, or values, or judgements. In other words, just be fully present in the moment, observe it, and allow it to be.
Thought is from the space of Head, the mind. If you can switch it off for a few seconds every day, or longer, you will be able to observe the Heart space.
The heart space is unlike the head space. Heart does not produce thought, it produces feelings, emotions. Emotions are felt, they are devoid of labeling, values, or judgements. They are not thought about, they just come about, from the heart. Spending time with your emotions is recommended, to feel what you feel, and to feel those feelings, without assigning labels, or values, or judgements, and just allowing them to be.
The male and female energies are typical of this difference. The female energy is more familiar with the heart space. Male energy is more familiar with the head space, and each of these is necessary for a cogent transfer of energy between the two, in order to reconcile, restore and restitute each other, or to put it in everyday language, they are both necessary for creating a happier, more consciously aware, you.
For the male energy form, if you are not able to switch off your thoughts, for a moment in time, you will be unable to connect with the heart space of the female energy, and vice a versa. Both are necessary for the completion of the other. It takes practice, but the female energy form is better at it than males, because of the pre-dominance here, has been the male (thought) energy.
Once the male energy form here is able to switch off the thought form, a kaleidoscope of emotions will emerge.
Most male energy forms are emitting negative emotions, because of the separation of their inner selves from their emotions, so they become angry, frustrated and confused, because they confuse thoughts with emotions. The male energy will intellectualize emotions, so it fits into the right “box” intellectually, but they are devoid of feeling, the feelings that they actually feel.
As a male, I am a prime example of this. I thought I understood what love was, or is. I had this notion of love all worked out in my thought processes and in my head, and it was only when I switched off these thoughts, and began to feel the emotions that I feel, that I began to process realistically what I felt.
I was thinking love, but the feelings that I was actually feeling was not love. I was feeling something entirely different from what my head was telling me. I was somewhat horrified at this dichotomy, and it took some time for me to begin to feel the feelings that I felt, because my thoughts kept interjecting and were cutting me off from the feelings that I felt, so I had to do some serious “switching off” of thought.
It took many years of practice of being fully present in a moment in time, with both my antenna of thought and feelings present, and both observing without attachment and , without assigning labels, or values, or judgment to either, or assuming outcomes, that I could be fully present in a moment of time, and what a moment it has been.
A stream of continuous moments of love, compassion, patience, kindness, joy, peace, and embracing the movie I was making of my own reality. I can embrace anger, fear and threat, because I have been there, and know its opposite that are in reality the same thing but different expressions thereof. I just become the conscious observer and choose which side of the spectrum I wish to experience. It becomes a conscious choice.
If you are not aware of the range of choices you have, how can you choose?
In a sense, moving from the head space to the heart space, is deciding that you wish to have a different experience than what we have been programmed to experience, with the knowing that we are going to have a different experience than what we thought we might have. So experiencing fully what we are experiencing requires the engagement of both mind and heart, but without assigning labels, or values, or judgment to either, or assuming outcomes. It is just an experience, fully engaged with in the present moment.
So switch off mind and thoughts occasionally and just engage with the present, and enjoy it for what it is, and for the gift of experience that it gives you, and make sure that you are present in it, so that it does not pass you by.
I hope this helps.

The real resolution of the problems that humanity faces

I am trying to assist with the real problems of the human condition.
I am not advocating that there is anything “wrong” with thought, or thinking, but when thought becomes involved in a debate of opposite thoughts in the same polarity, it becomes “locked” into a “duality of thought”, without engaging with the real opposite of thought, that is emotion.
Humanity has been trapped here by engaging in opposites, within a similar polarity, so there is no real opposite, and there can be no real resolution; there is only argument within a singular and particular polarity. So this energy is “frozen” into a similar polarity, so there is no real opposite, it merely debates argument within a singular polarity, and becomes nothing but argument. That is what is wrong with thought.
When thought surrounds itself with nothing but thought, it becomes polarized around thought, and gives more energy to thought, making it stronger, but without really engaging with its real opposite of emotion. So thoughts recycle and become useless in resolving argument, so argument just continues as an intellectual exercise without any real reconciliation of its real opposite, emotions.
I am giving you an explanation from an energetic point of view.
The real resolution of the problems that humanity faces will only be resolved by a resolution of the two “real” opposites, of thought and emotion, but as humanity continues in its argument “for or against” in the same energy, it will be unresolved.
In the bigger picture of energy, the merkabahs of most humans are affected in this way. It called same spin that compacts energy

So what the hell is going on, on this planet? 

Well I’ll tell you. Hell is what is going on, on this planet. Heaven is inside you, it is not a destination, it is a state of heart and mind, and until you take responsibility for what is going on inside you, in your heart and mind, you are only going to experience hell. If you keep doing the same thing, and keep making the same self-defeating choices, how the hell do you suppose you can experience heaven? Just asking?
What is authenticity of being? I guess that that has been a long forgotten concept on this planet, but it is important in order to traverse the experiences we are having here. Is it being who you are, or whatever that might mean? Not quite, but getting closer. Is it not conforming? Yes, but is not quite true. Is it trying to plunge the depths of who you really are and getting there? Now you are getting warmer.
So what is it?
Well I will let you on a little secret that no one else wants to let you know, and the secret is this. You are an individuated expression of god. You are it, whether you like it or not.
You might rebel at this notion, but I can tell you how it works.
The universe is just a unified field of a singular consciousness, perhaps the consciousness of god, source, the One thing, the all-that-is., but with many expressions thereof. Each expression is an expression of the One thing, whether mineral, vegetable, animal or human, experiences itself in a different way. The possibilities for expression are endless given the diversity on this planet. [BTW not all planets in the universe carry the same diversity as earth] So if we are all just an expression of god, what does it take to be authentically you.
As hard as this may sound, and until you discover this truth for yourself, it takes responsibility, that is, a developed ability to respond instead of reacting. Reacting takes very little skill, and just gives back the same as was given to you, a little mirror. Giving back that which was given. Boring. It takes the developed skill of responding, in the similar expression of god.
Now here’s the trick. Given the endless possibilities for expression, how about just resting in your god self, and what that means. Just think about that for a moment. Living was not meant to be an endurance test. It is only humankind on this planet who strive, instead of seamlessly being One with all things. In this striving to dominate, humans have set themselves apart, and trade in and eat the other beings on this planet.
Being authentically you, means taking responsibility for your thoughts, feelings and actions (words and deeds). This is not an onerous task. In fact, it is a joyous task, as it allows you to be who you are.
So what does authenticity mean? It means to be you, taking full responsibility for the experiences you are having, and allowing others to do the same, with the knowing that you are a unique expression of the all-that-is, and being One with it, in whatever way you choose to express it, in divine right order and divine right timing.
I have been pondering these last few days about sense and sensuality, and I remembered that I am synesthetic being, and I wondered how many of you might also be. A synesthetic being is one who engages their 5 senses simultaneously. When you have experiences, how many of them are engaged with all 5 senses. Do you experience your reality through the sense of sight and sound, but do not engage your sense of taste, touch, and smell? I just wondered.
Lust and love. How confusing they can be. The first is adjoined to a physical experience that feeds ego. The second has to do with who you really are, and feeds the soul. Very few are able to bridge this divide. When lust and love are combined, there is a dichotomy of the soul. It is this, that everyone struggles with, whereas in nature this is not so. It just happens naturally. Mostly, in nature there is a third party involved, the carrier. Like bees and other insects pollinate plant species, they are the carriers.
We love in a strange world, or reality field, or a matrix, or whatever you wish to call it. If I told you about it, I might be locked up as a lunatic, or discredited, as being insane, but I am going to risk that.
If you have not contemplated this, and are wishing to go through this process of an ascending planet, what might you expect?
I was fortunate to go through many dimensional spaces with aiazmir, and so I will try to describe what you might expect, in the next harmonic bandwidth. Reality is like a movie projection of light and sound, and it projects like a movie
To really know thyself completely, it is only possible through the eyes of the other. The revelation of thyself, is gained through the clarity of their sight, the kindness of their story of who you are, their honesty and integrity of their description of you, and the love that they convey through the telling of this story.

What happens to you when you ascend?

I will not deal with the process per se, or the reasons therefore. Beings who ascend, attain a higher level of vibrational frequency, and I won’t explain what that means either as I have explained it many times before, enter a higher vibrational frequency “bandwidth”, and everything changes. In reality you don’t “go anywhere”, your consciousness changes. It is these changes I would like to tell you about.

Firstly, on a physical level our entire physiology and biology will change. Our physiology is based on a physiological construct. We may perceive ourselves as being a physical being, but our physiology emerges out of nothing more than quanta; waves of energy that when observed become matter, physical manifestation. Get used to this idea because that is where we come from. The physiology of the observer will change, as we enter a higher vibration of wave forms. What this means is our physiology will become less “dense” and will become semi etheric. I will explain this more as we go along as it is all integrated.

The second thing that we may notice is that the “broadcast feed of ‘created for you’ reality” will cease. In other words, the broadcast system that has been feeding our reality, and feeding off our reality, will not be coming through anymore. That is because the “broadcast system” will be finally “switched off”, so that we will eventually be free to express who we really are. This is going to be difficult for many, because they have been reliant on creating an external identity for themselves, and they won’t know who they really are. Provision has been made for them, and us, because we all suffer, to some extent from this dilemma and phenomena. Just the very realization and acknowledgement will assist many in dealing with what is going to happen. The danger, of course, is that these people will seek a new “broadcast reality”, and if they don’t get it, it will create their own “vacuum of identity”, so as to be dependent, but provision has been made for this, as well. We are not alone in this process.

The third thing that we will experience is a return of memory. This is very important to understand. The entire universe is premised on experience, thought and emotion (I won’t go into the energetics here, but just premise that it is). On this planet, a technology has been used, called “blank slate technology” (and I don’t wish to tell you now who has been doing this, as they are becoming irrelevant) that has been used to wipe, or erase memories and memory. Fortunately, this technology has only been used against humans, and not animals, vegetables and minerals. All thoughts, feelings and actions are entered into what is called the ackashic records. I won’t explain what this is now, but just know that everything in the universe has a record, a memory.

When this memory is returned to us, we should not feel ashamed, guilty or harmed (provision has been made for this too). Memory relates to past. In time, space, it no longer exists. It is just a memory, but for many their identity is created through memory, and if one creates identity with memory, then the identity of self in the present moment of now, is not acknowledged, and so memory remains in the past, even in the present. So it is important to be identified in the present.

That is the next thing that will change; identity. This is where I feel totally inadequate to express this. I wish it would be easier for us, but the way I understand it, you will still be who you are, but in a totally different environment. It will be a bit like looking into a mirror, and saying, “Who is that person?”

The truth is, that most humans don’t have any idea who they really are, and this was done deliberately, by the “space invaders” here. They created an identity system here where our names were the beginning of our identity. They entered us into a system, where our “identity” was necessary to trade, have a bank account, and own anything.

That is the “bad news”, but the good news is that once our memories are restored, we will remember who we are, but believe me it will be very confusing to many beings here. It is this process of soul identity that will be very difficult. Many of us have already begun this process and it is not easy. It is remembering, “Who I am” and that will be difficult. This is called soul integration.

The other thing that will be revealed is history, and that is all a part of the whole, of remembering who we are, of identity, and memory. The funny thing about history here is that history here is mainly about the politics, and those who wrote the history. It is all a big fat lie. History is about humans and their own individuated experience and all of that is entered into the ackashic records.

When we enter into the new harmonic bandwidth, free from the lies we have been told, our history or histories will all be revealed, so we won’t need to watch DVD movies, it will all be there in real time. All revealed. You will not only have a genealogical family, but also a soul family. We will see, minerals, plants and vegetation, and animals differently, and have a different, more holistic, relationship with them.

Will anything else be different? Well after we have dealt with all the above, There will be whole lot of stuff we have to deal with, that will be, shall we say, unusual? Like telepathing, trans-locating and bi-locating, higher ability to intuit, greater intelligence, etc.

For instance the whole notion of eating other beings might come to mind, or the notion of working for a living, or serving governments, or using money to acquire what you wish to experience. It is a big change. We will feed off the energy of the sun and the air, and the need to eat will be gone. We will be breatharian.

If you can understand the first part, you may begin understand my “drift”. Prepare for change now.

What I have described is just a small change we will have to make, so you will have to decide, “Am I in or not?” Our higher selves will assist us through this process.

To make progress with soul integration, all beliefs, all assigning of labels and values, all judgment must be suspended. One should be able to just “be” in what is, in each moment of time. Practice this and it will serve you well. Beliefs, assignments and judgments don’t serve you well. They mitigate against your power to be.

The Incalculable Value of the Soul

What brings value into your life? Is it possessions, or is it the people who are in your life? If your answer was the people in your life, then you understand that that is where value comes from, not so? Now, just imagine how valuable you are for being in other people’s lives. Every time you do something loving, or generous, or kind, or gracious, you are giving value to somebody else. Unwarranted favor, undeserved equity.
It is people who give value by being. Not money. When we exchange our value of being, for money, we diminish our value. Money is just a means of exchanging the value that humans represent. I hope you get this.
This could change the entire system of economics and finance on this planet, and I know it will. You are the value, but without others to exchange it with, it is worthless. Others are what give you value and meaning, and you to them.
It is not about resources, capital and labour, but the value that you represent to another, as undeserved favor. That is the nature of grace
It is only when you realize that you are of inestimable value to others, that you will be free from the debt slavery system here. You are what give me value, and it is others that give you value. That is how value is really created. We, humans, are the value that we bring to each other. There is no value beside the recognition of the value that we bring to each other, so don’t get conned into thinking money brings value. You bring value, and others bring value to you. That is the real value energy exchange. Without you, I am of no value. You bring value into my life.

Modern Science Needs to Change

To a large degree, science here has failed humanity, and has been thoroughly institutionalized, that is, institutions have cloaked the minds of scientists In order to “progress”, scientists have had to conform to institutionalized ideas, so real science, ceases to happen, except at the behest of the corporations who fund the institutions. One scientist who has evaded this institutionalization is Nassim Haramein. He speaks from the heart, and in a way, that is simple, if you choose to engage with it.
He looks at simple things, like water going down a plug hole, and can understand the nature of a vortex, an something you can engage with. I encourage you to try to engage with this information. It is not understood with the mind, it is engaged with your intuition, the innateness of who you are. Just go into “soft focus”, disengage the mind and engage your inner knowing, your innate intelligence.
He describes beautifully the nature of the torus (what I described that lies between the plateau of the two inverted pyramidal structures of the merkabah). That part of our consciousness, that is self-perpetuating, that is the power source of the “soul”. Try to understand it as it the basis of regeneration, and the eternal nature of all things, upon which the universe works.
We tend to use the technology “out there” but dismiss the technology that we have innately within us. Nassim is assisting in bringing our understanding of our own self-awareness, whose inner technology, exceeds, by far, the external technology “out there”. It is just a question of engaging with this knowledge and reality with your innate intelligence (switch off your mind and engages with it with your inner innate intelligence).
I understand this stuff but can’t put it into words, as words are inadequate, to describe it. It just is the way it is, but your innate intelligence can “understand” it, as can mine. The information is all around you, you are just not aware of it, but it is.
The question is, do you have to have science explain it to you, who you innately are? Stand true to who you are, and trust it. You innately know this stuff. Just trust it and be true to it.

Can we make a difference on our own

There are many things I shudder to tell you and this one of them, and I hope you can sense the energy and not the words.
We live in a reality field (the matrix) that is so unlike the universe I have come to know and love. This reality system here on earth, is mostly all about deception and untruths “sold” to us as “truth”. Untruth seems to be what makes humans “tick” and they are so easily drawn into this deception.
Well I have news for you. I am not one who subscribes to the bullshit here, and I know many of you don’t subscribe to it either,
So the question is, “Can we make a difference on our own.” Well this question can be answered in many ways, and I hope you might also try to answer this question for yourself.
Firstly, we are not “on our own”. We experience our reality in a unified field of consciousness. The deception here is that we are separated from one another by distance, time, space , culture, gender, religion, race, language, education, history and perception, but guess what? The universe simply doesn’t work that way. We are surrounded by bits of ourselves in many parts of the universe, and they continually remind us of who we are, in the universal construct.
We are many in the universal construct. We are all shapes and sizes, and of many different forms, and in various states of soul evolution, but in the end they are all us, in our own individuated expression of who we are. So how the hell can we feel alone?
Diversity and expression of many forms is the way the universe works. It allows for full expression of all things, without judgment, or assigning values or labels, and lets it be what it is, in alignment with cognitive choice. The problem here is that humans are not making choices out of self-cognition. What is happening here is that humans are making pre-cognitive decisions out of a “fed” reality. They subscribe to the bullshit they are fed, so their choices are “colored” by the deception.

How do humans cope with such a situation?

Well I have good news for you. The plight of humanity has been answered, not by some “god in the sky”, but by the ones who are integrally connected to us through soul evolution; our oversouls, our higher selves, who are integrally related to us, but we are not all aware of this, and so I am making you aware of this. We are not just a bit of consciousness, we are a mass of consciousness integrally related to each other on a soul level, and if we can get a hold of this concept we can return to our individuated path of soul evolution, in divine right order.

Soul Technology will win the Spiritual War

Again a long post, but I encourage you to please read it.
I should make it clear, and emphasize, that the battle to defeat the cabal, illuminati, annunaki, and the entire bunch of archonic satanists, will not be achieved by military means, but instead through “soul” technology.
It will largely be achieved through the technologies that are often being presented to you, and those are the technologies of increasing the frequency (vibrational level) of this planet at the soul level.
Dimensions exist within certain frequency bands, and increasing those frequencies, is the way of soul evolution that I will also tell you about, and I hope you will try to understand this.
That is why I have been posting a lot of information about the “soul” and I am not yet done. There is a lot more to come.
I will also tell you about the “soul environment”, the construct of energy in which the soul can transcend, trans locate, bi locate, and be aware of itself as a unified field, and even defy gravity.
I have made you aware that the soul is a construct of waves of energy (electric and magnetic) that exist throughout the universe, and that the physical, manifest reality, emerges from these electric and magnetic energies, that comprise the soul, and they create a hologram, that exists in any reality field in the universe, even the higher dimensions.
Your thoughts, emotions and deeds “feed” your soul, so it takes and inordinate amount of taking of responsibility, for your thoughts, emotions and deeds, to create the “energetics of the soul”. I will tell you more about this too, as it is very important.
I have told you something about the power energy exchange (the merkabah), and I have only touched upon this. It is more coherent and cogen than what I have so far described.
Then I moved to the soul identity, and I am still on this subject, but am moving towards “soul integration”, and from there we will go to soul evolution.
Identity here, has largely to do with the “id”, which has been variously defined or described as conscious awareness of self. This is largely the “id”entity that most people have.
Freud was the one who came up with this idea, and the cabal seized upon it, as it suited their purpose, but Freud also described the ego and super ego, of which he was aware, and rightly so.
To put it in simple terms, the “id” is conscious awareness of self, “ego” is identity of the conscious awareness with an external reality, and super ego is the awareness of “a greater or higher power”..
I do not necessarily agree with the terminology from an energetic perspective, as my understanding unifies the reality of the light (electric = male) and sound (magnetic -female) fields and their expression (neutrality = bringing them together in harmonious expression), because my explanation explains the differences between the male and female energies, whereas Freud’s didn’t necessarily. My version is a lot simpler, and realistic, to understand, but I understand the difficulty in taking in this information.
The real point I wish you to understand, is that soul identity should be at all 3 levels, so that the “id”, “ego” and “super ego” can be unified into a singular, unified expression of the soul self.
Now that I have probably confused the hell out of you, I will try to explain further.
The purpose of this post isto make you aware of “soul integration” and to explain the energetics of it.
When we incarnate here as souls, one of the first “legal” transactions we are involved in, without our consent or knowledge, is that we are given a name, which is fine, but we are entered into a birth registry, confirming the ownership of this consciously aware “soul” to the Vatican, which is a term derived from Latin which means “prophetically delivered”.
They use maritime law as a means to do this, not common law, and it is important to understand the difference.
Maritime law states that if a seaman (semen) is “lost at sea” for 7 years, then his property (his soul) is confiscated by the church. Meanwhile when the “berthing” of this “ship = soul” happens, this being’s property is entered into a “bond = bound” which the Vatican now owns, and can trade on the stock markets of this planet.
And thus, the first aspect of your soul, “id”entity have been stolen from you at “berth”.
Then what happens to “ego”, another aspect of soul identity? The ego is fed a diet of “you’re not OK unless you buy into the fed reality here and if you do not “conform” you have no place here, in this society, this evil system”.
They own you, they feed you bullshit, and most go along with this, except us, my dear friends, and that will make the difference.
“Super ego” (often called the spirit here) is fed a whole lot of religious, false scientific, and untruths, so it can never create co-resonance with its various other aspects, the “id” and “ego”.
This aspect of soul identity was the most difficult for me to understand, but I had an understanding teacher.
We can defeat these cabalists together, and we shall, and we are being assisted by our higher selves.
I can hear aiazmir giggling in the background, because, “I get it”. That is what he came to teach me.
I hope you “get it too”.
Soul integration is a bit like bringing all those “lost, or stolen” aspects of self into unified integration.
Once we understand this stuff, we will be freed from the indoctrinatio, dogma, and brainwashing here.

Knowing how it Works

I guess I have covered, perhaps inadequately, soul identity so you may understand, and now I am moving swiftly to soul evolution. The important thing to understand is they all integrate as a whole (the soul being, the soul identity and the soul construct), and I will get back to this. The dynamics of how it works I will explain, and I guess this may not ingratiate me to many because we have a pretty fragmented consciousness here.
At the heart of it, is the understanding of matter and the dimensional system, neither of which you are probably familiar with, so I will try, again to inadequately, to explain. So here goes.
First cause energy, of which we are all a part of (or a fractal of), goes out as opposites energies (I hope you are beginning to understand that it is all about energy and frequency, but more about that later), then comes together again, creating a wholeness of itself. This is very important for you to understand. That is what is “holy”; the two opposites coming together creating the whole. I am not telling you fairy stories here, this is how quanta energy works in science.
The opposite electric (light = male) and the magnetic (sound = female) go out and replicate themselves. Science hasn’t discovered this yet, but they will. They choose to express in algebra, but can’t “get it” to express it in words, but they will get there, and many are beginning to wake up to this. Thank you, thank you, thank you, for those brave ones who are starting to wake up to the world of infinite possibilities.
These two opposite energies emerging from the one source, create expression of their opposites, and whether wittingly or unwittingly, they are in the same position as you and I.
Some of you are beginning to get this. YOU ARE the technology. We are beginning to realize that the reality we experience here is a hologram, but not a hologram of our own making, but an “induced and produced” hologram (just like a movie), where we are just slaves to the ones who are producing the “movie of our lives and experience here.”
So what is the technology that we hold in our consciousness that can change this “made for you” hologram? It is the ability to think and feel and to express what we think and feel, as free, sovereign beings, and to express it in a way that is from the authentic self, untainted by dogma, doctrine, belief systems, lies, rhetoric aimed at further enslaving us, and just by agreeing to be your authentic self.
I could go into a whole, long and detailed explanation of how this technology that is being used to enslave humans works, and I have posted about this many times before. I don’t blame the illuminati, the media, religious views, pornography, drugs or whatever your choice of “blame” is.
The hard fact that we should try to understand, is that we are responsible, because we ignore your own power, and ignore the power of our thoughts, and feelings and expressing them authentically.
So much crap is fed into our consciousness every day in this slavery system, that it will take a super-human effort to avoid it, but hey, we are actually super-humans. Hadn’t you noticed what we can do?
I like to stay on the level of the mechanics and energetics of how this works, so I don’t get drawn into the everyday drama’s that are aplenty.
Sure, on the 3D level, things are happening, both on the good scale and the bad scale, so whatever drama appeals to you, I hope it blows your hair back.
The key though is that we should realize that we are the ones we have been seeking. There are no external saviors. We are it, and when we are eventually able to collectively resolve this within ourselves, and begin to be authentically be who we are, though our authentic thoughts and feelings, we create the energy within, that changes the hologram, without.
This is enormously powerful and I hope you get this. Each of us has the potential, to be, a powerful expression of All that is.
As we go down this road we can all have the knowledge to change the hologram here, by our authentic thoughts, feelings and our will, to make it the way it was meant to be.

Just Pitch Up

In my earlier days with aiazmir, when I had no idea of what was going on, or what was really involved here, I would ask him, “What should I do to help?” and he said this to many times, “Just pitch up.”
In those earlier days, I didn’t get it and was frustrated by it, and in fact rebelled against it many times, but now I do understand it.
He didn’t tell me this. I figured it out for myself, so now I am going to tell you my version of what it means.
It is a strange thing, and I don’t know how to describe it other than the way I experienced it.
Firstly, I had to give assent to it. In other words, I had to agree to “pitch up”, but I had no idea what that meant, but now I do. It has to do with presence, and just being present in a moment in time, and to be able to change the moment. When you “pitch up” into a moment in time, you are consciously present. Many are not. The moment escapes them because they are not present in that moment.
I had no idea how powerful presence was. Celebrities are present, and that is how they capture attention for millions of viewers, but here was “little old me” trying to be present in a seeming vacuum, but each moment of presence, of being present, opened up a whole Pandora’s box of new experiences and information. So for better or for worse, I agreed to be present.
At the time, I was still living a lifestyle of sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll so it was a strange mixture for me, and OMG did I learn a lot about being present.
“Pitching up” has a lot to do with the energy form that we represent. You can either embrace it, or discard it. It is entirely up to us. It took me a while to understand this. When “I am present” in any situation, and it is a choice that we make, we bring a certain conscious energy into the situation by our presence.
The secret of presence is that it reveals all about you, in the moment, on an energetic level. Wherever you go, you always take that “presence” with you.
In my earlier experiences as I became more involved with this, I became a non-believer, and tried to change my presence, by pretending to be who I was not, and guess what, it just wasn’t me and didn’t work for me, so I learnt to just pitch up as my authentic self, just me.
This is not an easy road, I assure you. We are all trying to be the great pretender, “like laughing at clouds, like a clown. We feel too much, but we pretend too much, I’m wearing my heart like a cloud”.
So I just learnt to pitch up, as my authentic self, and guess what? I love who I am now. This old grizzled, wise-assed being, “just pitching up” is quite an experience.
So I invite you to just pitch up. “Everywhere you go you always take the weather with you”, so just pitch up as your authentic self and that is all that is required of you. “Just pitch up”.
It took me awhile to figure this out, and I am not sure I really get it yet, but maybe you do.
Each of us has a presence, it just depends how we choose to express it in the moment. That is “pitching up.” I hope you will “pitch up” authentically too.
Humans have the ability to create lives and change lives. They don’t always take this responsibilily seriously
We are the truth trying to find out who we are.

Soul Identity

You soul identity has nothing to do with your name, or the physical being you appear to be. Your soul identity is the role your resonant energy plays in creating the space / time reality that you experience. Therefore, it is not a title (Mr, Mrs, Ms or Miss) or connected to a word that was given to you to identify you to the slavery system here.
Your soul identity is therefore the resonance that you emit from your soul center, the heart. Beings in other dimensions do not have names given to them. They are identified, and identify each other, from the resonant tones emitted from the soul construct (more about this later).
In their language, which is more about tones and resonance, the first person, “I”, does not exist. There is no such thing in their “language”, because it is a term used by those who are separated from them “selves”, and are separate from each other. This simply doesn’t exist in the universe, so the entire notion of, “I am”, is an absurdity to them. Religions here have used this term to describe the name of god, “I am that I am”. This is a convenient truth, created to delude people into the notion that they may be separated from the Creator, and the universe, and therefore from each other.
This is a control mechanism, based on “divide and conquer”, and the notion that if “I can separate you from all other beings around you, I may exercise a power over you, so great, that you will lose your soul identity, and therefore I can exercise total control over you.”
It is the notion of “I” being a singular entity, lost in the sea of other “I’s”, in which the power of the soul being is also lost in. As long as humans perceive themselves to be separate entities, they will struggle with soul identity.
So what is soul identity? Again because I am an energetic and understand this from this perspective, I will tell you from my perspective what it is.
Firstly, I should tell you that because the universe is multi-dimensional kaleidoscope of energy, no 2 energies are exactly the same. Every expression of the light and sound fields is totally unique. Therefore you are a totally unique soul. There are no carbon copies of you in the universe. It is only man made things that are made the same, like money. So no identity documents are required in the universe, because your resident resonant energy tones are your identity. You will have somewhere in the universe, a mirror image of your energy signature, and that is your twin soul, but don’t expect them to be the same as you, as they will be quite opposite, but complimentary to you. The reason is because you came from the first cause energy, but with opposite polarity (magnetic and electric). This will give rise to different soul paths and different experiences. You will understand more as we proceed.
Here is where we come to the tricky part. Where do these resident resonant energies come from? As I have explained before they are light and sound waves, that give expression to the soul. You can see this all over this planet in the devices and appliances we use. An electric plug (positive and negative energies), gives expression to the devise or appliance you use. In other words, the devise or appliance is simply the expression of these 2 opposite energy forms. They are “wired and created” to do this.
In the soul identity, these opposite energies are the genealogical history, and the soul history, and these 2 opposite energies are expressed as “us”, the resultant soul / human beings. I think this is quite neat. We are unique expressions of our genealogical history and soul history. These 2 combine to give an expression (a device or appliance in this analogy) of the unique identity of the new soul that is you.
So these 2 energies (your soul history and genealogical history) combine to give to you a unique expression of the “soul” that you are. Your resident resonant energies are encoded within you, but you have a unique feature, and that is choice, or expression. Devices and appliances don’t have choice. They are “hard wired” but us, we have choice. The “switch” is within us. That makes us pretty damn unique.
Soul identity comes down to the choices and decisions we make, some of which will be influenced by our genealogy, and some from our soul history.
Most humans are only aware of their genealogy, and are not aware of their soul history, and most souls here have been re-cycling around in this parody for ages. So now we come to the good time stuff.
The veil has been lifted, and humans have a choice; to be solely identified with their external physical reality, or to reclaim their soul connections. Our soul connections are hovering in the skies above us waiting for humans to wake up to the “‘we” that we are. There are many souls incarnated here, who are here because they agreed to enter this reality field (matrix) to assist with the rescue mission that is happening here, and I am not talking to them, because they know who they are. Many others are beginning to wake up. There is no “I”, there is only the “we” and “us” in the universe.
I hope you get this.

Just Imagine

I am the greatest critique of my own opinions, as I can see them from so many different aspects. It just depends on how I choose to see them at a particular time, but they are not from a fixed point of observation Can you?
It is not our differences that define us, but our sameness.
So what do I mean, and I guess, most won’t understand this, so I will try to make it as simple as I can?
Maybe you should go get a cup of tea, put on some soothing music and just relax, and when you are in the mood, read this.
Firstly we should look at what is “definition” and what it means. The word is made of two components, “de” and “fine”.
Firstly, there is “de” which is a suffix to many of the words here and can mean, privation and separation (deprive), negation (demerit), descent (degrade), reversal (detract), or intensity (decompound).
Hence we have the word “define”. I hope you get this. “De” is used to deprive, demerit, degrade, detract and to decompound. [Energetically it is a downward motion] So what is “fine”? Well the list goes something like this; superior quality, very small, free from impurities, thin and slender, precise, elegant, healthy, acceptable, and these are just a few meanings of fine.
It is quite clear to me that definition of self here has to do with reducing the “fineness” of self and measuring oneself by reducing oneself “de facto” as a diminished being. How can one “define” oneself, which is just a first step to understanding oneself, when the very words we speak, are belittling and reducing.
Instead, we should be refining ourselves, not defining ourselves. Definition implies meaning, and in its narrowest sense is about creating meaning from a static sense. The universe just doesn’t work that way. Meanings change from one moment to another moment in the universe. You are “shooting at a moving target” not a static one
So what is “sameness”. It is not as you would give it meaning. A carbon copy, or a photograph, or a representation of. Life is far more dynamic that that.
I often post things that are factual and scientific, from a quantum physics and mechanics point of view, but today, I am going to fantasize a reality that may or may not be true, so no belief is required, just engage your imagination, and let’s fantasize together.
Just imagine that you are going on a magical journey, a bit like a Disney movie, where elephants, and little fairies and Peter Pan can fly; where whales can talk, and Lions can be brave and outspoken. Where ants are part of our wider community, and bees can actually reorganize this planet, and while we are at it; where tin men need a heart, and lions need courage, and strawmen need a brain, and they are given it.
Imagine the earth enveloped by a cocoon of lovingness, where everyone is free, and everything is free, where work is not enslavement, but rather endeavor and it is rewarded only with equal gratitude. Imagine the release of all prisoners who are forgiven by all, and are welcomed home to their families that they were separated from.
Imagine communities getting together to organize themselves with no limitations and restrictions. They don’t need money and they don’t need love, but are love incarnated, and where even the sky is no longer a limitation. There are no boundaries, except those that they place upon themselves.
Imagine that governments realize that they have no right to regulate individuals and that communities should be self-regulating, so they dismantle themselves and become a part of their loving communities.
Imagine if corporations realize that they are not separate from the communities they serve and are co-operatives, without the need for profit; where the heads of corporations are removed from their positions if they do not serve the interest of their communities worldwide. What a different world it would be.
Just imagine the world you would like to be in, where possibilities are endless, and your soul is able to express all that it wishes to; where new technologies appear, to be used or not, where all are recognized as an expression of the divine and ll-that-is.
All it takes is imagination, and engaging with it, debating it, discussing it, struggling and wrestling with it, and creating something out of nothing. That is how the universe works. You are greater than just allowing yourself to not engage your imagination.
I guess that that was what John Lennon was trying to tell us.
Nothing that ever appeared into manifest reality here was not first imagined by somebody. So write your imagination, and bring it into manifestation.

The Boundless Universe

What are limitations? Well we have great restrictions on our physical reality here. Physically we perceive that we are restricted by the laws of gravity and other laws and we acquiesce to it.
This pervades the human psyche here. The psyche says, “It is not possible” so we agree and restrict our own possibilities. The human psyche goes further, and agrees to be mandated to a life of restriction, agrees with it, and carries out this agreement of restriction, and then wonders why?
Is nobody paying any attention to this?
Mankind is obsessed with restriction, and freedom is a vague concept that only poets and composers use, because mankind cannot get their heads around the concept of freedom, by choice.
Well I will tell you a little secret. We live in a universe of chaos and order. Both are necessary, but the real secret is that we are the “choosers”. Chaos is freedom. Order is the way freedom begins to express itself, so from chaos order emerges. Order is the way the universe organizes itself around chaos, but without chaos, there is no order, because the universe has not the energy of chaos to organize itself. They are different sides of the same coin. One creates, the other organizes.
Humans, largely choose order rather than chaos, because they imagine that these self-limiting restrictions will bring in more order. That is not how the universe works. Order is the natural way the universe organizes itself. It takes chaos, to exist and that chaos orders itself, so that the expression of freedom is ordered in such a way that it does no harm in the totality.
So we have mankind restricted, and in subservience to a whole bunch of “overlords” who watch pleasantly while humankind complies. Mankind is afraid that chaos, cannot be brought into a cohesive and cogent experience of reality, so they comply.
I say, “Fuck you overlords. I no longer abide by your restrictions. I declare myself free from them, so go fuck yourself, and while you are at it shove a pineapple up your ass.”
I like my chaos. It is filled with new ideas, inventions, thoughts, and imaginings. It is peopleexpressing who they are and that is their right to do, so who the hell are you to restrict this.
I post this not to offend anyone, just so you understand that we create our own limitations through acquiescence to limiting ideas, regulations, laws, and the like, because we are either too lazy, or not aware that we can change everything about this planet if we wish, and it is by agreement with ourselves.
So what do you agree to do?
The way restriction works is, if you can create a first restriction in the human psyche, then other restrictions will work quite adequately afterward, so that restriction becomes the norm, and humans cannot escape it, because they become their own restrictors. Restriction creates a spiral of self defeat, so enemies, become perceived friends. “We hang onto our restrictions because we cannot possibly imagination anything different”. Go figure.
One restriction leads to another so compliance to restrictions becomes the norm, that leads to compliance with the original restrictor, and that is what humans have been doing in compliance with here, restriction, that is self-denial. A denial that you are, that you exist, and have right to be, and can be a part of the universal construct, that you mostly know nothing of. That is why I am telling you this.
So the “I am” just won’t go away.
It isn’t going to go away. Wherever you are in the universe, the conscious, self-aware self, isn’t going to go away. It is, and it will be long after you die, so best you acknowledge yourself and who you are. It is an eternal energy form. You are and have right to be, and you have the right to express yourself any way you choose.
You have to take responsibility for yourself, your conscious awareness. It is not going anywhere even if you die here, you will still have to deal with it, so, if you are alive, best you deal with it now.
The opposite of restriction is permission, and we ought to get used to this.